I need to work harder

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My work ethic has dropped since school has ended. I’ve become lazy and unresponsive. This is my lazinesses coming back to bite me. There are times where I watch youtube videos for around 4 hours straight and complete nothing.

THATS RIDICULOUS!

In those 4 hours I could’ve:

Learned a new programming language, developed an instrumental beat for a song, wrote a blog post about anything, worked on a writing, and a multitude of other things instead of just watching youtube videos.

So here I am to began again, and follow a goal of productivity and working hard.

More blog posts, info, and content coming.

I promise

AC

 

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So I got a blemish…

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So I met a girl.

And we were both drunk and some romantic involvement followed.

and now I’m left with multiple read blotches on my neck, that I have to cover with makeup (I’ve never used makeup).

and she won’t respond to me at all, because, jokes on me, she has a boyfriend.

My luck, right?

so anyway, little life update over.

Until next time,

AC

 

Everyone left me

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All my roommates left.

Our lease went out and they were gonna without a word. So now I’m just here.

I’m alone, like literally. My friend group was built around my roommates and now no one is here.

Maybe this blog will give me an outlet for the upcoming weeks, but it might be depressing.

Stay with me here, please.

Lonely Valentine’s Day? that’s ok.

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The month of February is almost halfway over.

The Grammy’s are past and Chance The Rapper won.

It is now February 14, and today is a special day of love and caring. So if you’re alone today, don’t be done in the dumps, please.

Because you aren’t alone. Think of your friends, family, and associates. They all appreciate you, your presence, and your ideas. I know this is hard sometimes to believe when you think you are put second to someone or something else in a loved ones life. But you are anted and needed. Don’t forget that.

I recently went through a break up at this time last week. The girl I was with was a great girl and we were only together for about a month, so not very long. I can be mature enough to say, I did not give that relationship my all until it was gone. I acted like a child and neglected the emotions of this girl that I truly cared about but it is now over and her feelings are gone. This is a hard thing to overcome, but I realize she is happier now than when she was dealing with childish and neglecting me.

Why am I like this? Well lets go back some.

My first serious relationship, like love and goals and plans and all that stuff, started the beginning of my senior year in high school. It ended a year later when college hit. I was ok with it. I realized it would happen sooner or later, but it hurt nonetheless. I’m broken and I have been for sometime. I’m getting closer everyday to fixing myself but at this point in time, I’m damaged and that’s ok.

I say all this as I wait for the V-Day candy to go on sale so I can please my self with cheaper candy. (I’m currently finishing this at 1:52am on February 15th, because I procrastinated, but it still applies! I need sleep)funny-love-images-with-jokes

So today, please, hold your loved one tight, and Happy Valentine’s Day!

Until next time,

with love and candies,

Allen Childers